coming up for air..........

As you can see I haven't posted a thing since January.... nobody reads this anyway but I've had a few beers....... not tequila and I feel like typing I was reading Rockets last post and it got me thinking about how antisocial I am. I bailed on the bang last August and it's been hell to get anyone to talk to me since and I'm OK with that.... sometimes people see only what they want to see. No one can see what I see and a huge divide is born. I basically like people.... but it's in phases. I'm sensitive sometimes but most of the time I give just as good as I get. I suppose we could call me seasonal........ spring is my fav. Things start to grow and so do I. The other three are invisible. I used to love fall...... the colors are amazing. That was not invisible but it didn't change my core.... spring however is different. I plant stuff.... I paint things.

Off topic........ Rockrock. I have a something we could call a couch. I live in Texas and we play golf on Wednesday.

I have lost friends...... the take a fuckin' hike bunch. Friends don't do this........ OK......... some do. But real ones don't... the ones you've known for years. This instant understanding of another person is such a myth........ it's worst than poop in your Nikes. I've got a gut feeling........ right place right time..... two fucking miss placed souls.' I personally don't prescribe to this. It takes time to know someone.

Love the lust phase......... endorphins running amok. You become a cat person.... you love seafood. I don't do this crap anymore because a hate seafood. I'm not sure I'm a lesbo. I think this is a myth too...... does VaGina really smell like fish? Yes...... I named mine. I've been thinking about a tee shirt....... "I'm VaGina and you are?"

I've been playing this thing Rockets turned me on to. It's this Mafia thing on facecliffnote's. I missed my calling. What I could do with a firecracker and a tampon.

What else can I unload tonite with out reloading? I quit drinking for 10 months...... the wagon had a flat obviously................

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